The Random Q. or thought

[Pilgrim]

Karen, know that you have people sending you positive energy. Other very sensitive people have also been feeling "not interested in anything" the last week or so, so you are very much not alone!

I hope that the way is clear to get your nebulizer and that with rest and healing, you get feeling better soon.

[KarenAnn23]

Pilgrim,

Other also...hummm I won't ask you to explain but in a way I can't discribe that makes me feel better...I didn't think you really paid that much attention to me...I very much appriate your thoughts, time spent asking about me, but that I feel you care and that is like a aloe plant going on a burn to me..

Silly me, I have a tear in my eye..

Much thanks one and all
Karen

[KarenAnn23]

I just wanted to tell you all a little of what I'm going threw...not the whole day, but here a snapshot of what it's like right now...

I got up earlie like I always do and went threw my morning stuff (ruteen ) well anyway , lots of coffee, a cig, and a lot of random thoughts..sometimes I catch a few things during the night I like to go over in my head in the morning..one reason I get up so earlie to be alone..well that neither here or there..

I got on the internet and at the time felt okay...I went on facebook to use up my points on a game I play there, if I don't use them I'll lose them..but I didn't spend any longer than I had to...i wanted to get back here..

My rat got up and I played with her, ( I still had facebook turned on, as I didn't think it would be long) Ruby (rat's name) is always hyper in the morning I have her pretty much on my schedual up during the day and sleep at night, so I wanted to tucker her out a little, we were playing a game I call 'rufin tufin' where we fake fight and she does a lot of running on my bed. That's part of the game, well then Ruby went to chew on one of her toys so I was petting her, that usually doesn't last long..I ended up putting her to sleep again..so I just layed my hand over her..that last about 1 min. then she squirms.

Well, I feel her get out from under my hand and lo and behold, it was 2 and half hrs. later... we both fell asleep, that quick..
That's about how I feel right now...need energy..but I'm okay we'll find out what's wrong and fix it I have every confidence in my Dr.

Hope to be back on in a while. Today !!

My best Karen

[Pilgrim]

Karen, that's a wonderful visual picture you painted of you and Ruby playing on your bed, until you're both tired and fall asleep together... Simple joys of life and friendship!

I hope your energy is doing better these days, and that you and your doctor are getting clues about the cause. And I trust the energy of spring will kick in soon, too.

[Linda Brown]

Pilgrim and Karen,

Chapter Six of "The Good-Bye Man" will be up in a few hours. Please read it and know that this was sort of a special chapter.... it was a toughie and its sort of like springtime.... Now that it is behind us we will roll into summer with a great joy! I am sending you my very best wishes Karen. Perhaps someday soon we will meet but until then just know that there is strength out there for you and we are all thinking of you.

Linda

[KarenAnn23]

As for the energy I'm hitting it at 3 angles...One, I started a mantra that I'll have more energy..and the Dr. asked if I thought that would work..like it wouldn't..Okay later I thought, she's right the mantra might not help but deep med. won't hurt it..

I got the nebulizer, but my Reg. Dr. out of town until next week and even though we did a blood sample and some tests, I'll go threw a complete work over ...looking for everything and any thing...

3rd trying to get some herbal releif..

I'm heading over to the other section 1st..then down to the stars LOL ...been away far to long..

Thanks for all your concern..

[KarenAnn23]

Oh boy do I have a lot of catching up to do ..should we check into what Natecall quoted....or should I say I ..one reason I'm writting this is so I don't forget..but I'm so far behind it's not at the top of my list ..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/P.M.S._Blackett

Perhaps this should go over on the other forum but:

In 1947, Blackett introduced a theory to account for the Earth's magnetic field as a function of its rotation, with the hope that it would unify both the electromagnetic force and the force of gravity. He spent a number of years developing high-quality magnetometers to test his theory, and eventually found it to be without merit. His work on the subject, however, led him into the field of geophysics, where he eventually helped process data relating to paleomagnetism and helped to provide strong evidence for continental drift.

[KarenAnn23]

I have to watch my newphew for a few hrs. and go back and reread so post on 'work in progress' ...Trick Fox, will get to at least 1 star...and one other important thing..

Karen

[KarenAnn23]

I was wondering if anyone can help give me their opinion on a Q. ( not pertaining about T.T.B.) I have been using Mantra's for a while now to help with all the guilt my Mom has layed on me for my whole life.. I have to change the way I think to do any good..because, I can't change her...

So, thinking about the Mantra's more and my lack of energy, I have included the following..I will have more energy..something close to that..well the Shrink, she doesn't think that will do any good and kinda made me feel a little silly for thinking I can change that..

Then it occured to me ..she may be right...I can't change that with a simple mantra..though I still include it..I have been getting in shape to do my deep meditations agian..so as to try to change it that way..

I believe I can ! make a difference there..what say you all ??? Do you think it will help..??

Karen

[PeeTee]

Hi Karen

Speaking for myself here, but I don't think any of us are qualified as much as a doctor in psychiatry when it comes to giving you advice on what is, or is not healthy for your mind.

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