by Fruitbat » Tue Jun 10, 2014 2:18 pm
I got permission from the author to cross post this:
When you've been using the stuff for a few decades it's easy to forget the wonder of discovery..
Hey everyone,
So I'm back in Nimbin now, (have been since Febuary) and four days ago, I bought a two foot tall hookah, and ten grams of Nimbin's finest to burn in it. I've been almost continually stoned (to varying degrees) ever since.
My point is, that I've realised that the reason for my disruptive behaviour here in the past, was literally the fact that I wasn't stoned, at the time. Over the four days that I've been stoned, I've noticed that I've become a much kinder, more compassionate, and more positive person. What I've been writing online, as well as my behaviour offline, has been more well received.
Marijuana is for me, as medicinal as it is for anyone else. There are some people around, who are able to experience life without a constant background level of fear; not necessarily huge, perhaps, but there nonetheless. To a large extent, that background fear is not there when I am sufficiently stoned, although it is there pretty much constantly when I am not.
This has made me realise just how arbitrary almost everything is, and that virtually everything we do that we consider so critically necessary, is in reality all just a game to keep us amused. The way that I know that, again, is by virtue of the fact that people who are sufficiently stoned, don't need any of it.
Sometimes when I'm sitting here at the hostel as well, I will hear the usual sort of childish drama going on. There is often some "he-said, she-said," and who currently hates who, and who is supposedly going to beat up who, etc etc. I've noticed that being sufficiently stoned, renders me immune to all of this. I simply view it as pointless to everyone concerned, and cease to care. I still value other people, but I've actually reached a point where that means primarily being interested in what *benefits* people, rather than said people beating each other up.
Another point that I wanted to make was, that Michael Ruppert committed suicide not long ago as most of you know. While I don't exactly have Ruppert's belief system, his level of despair is absolutely something I've experienced before. What I'm realising now, however, is that emotional response to anything is completely arbitrary. I can go to Reddit, or here, or wherever, and read about the most horrific doom porn that you can possibly imagine; yet the thing is, that if I'm sufficiently stoned, I'm just not likely to care all that much.
Yes, I can know about the mass animal die offs, and the environment in general collapsing, and the American government being run by mass-murdering psychopaths, etc etc etc, but I find that when I am sufficiently stoned, it just all goes away. I'm able to relate positively with the people around me, and they with me; we get our needs met, and contrary to what Ruppert apparently thought, the world actually keeps on turning.
I'd like to encourage everyone here who is willing, to start smoking a minimum of probably 1.5 grams of marijuana a day. With this hookah, I can make a single standard cone last for close to 45 minutes, and said hookah also has two additional pipes, allowing other people to smoke as well. As a result of this, I am able to become exceptionally stoned, and maintain that state for extended periods of time, while using a minimal amount of actual bud.
While in this state, I've been able to realise just how much better life can be, if we simply stop panicking about numerous things which we previously thought were important. At this point, my priority is to smoke 2-3 bowls a day. I find that the rest seems to take care of itself.
Empty Vessels (and reverse biased semiconductors) make the most noise.