Here is another story I finally retyped, why too much going on but I want to get them retyped on the computer. If you haven't read the others, specifically these:
The Watcher
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Destiny's Reunion
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Bloodline
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And in this order, you might want to read them first. This is a "long" short story..... but I think you may enjoy it. It is a little dated for it was written in 1980 but it is, well, a story. Hope you like it and if you don't, that's okay too.
I broke it into two parts for ease of posting.
Requited Love
©1979 & 2014 Hickory Ridge all rights reserved
How many of us go through life thinking, if we could only change what was. And out of those that have thought that, there are those select few who wonder what will happen in the future for their personal gain, like wanting to know the lottery numbers. And then, there are those very few who wonder what the outcome of an event will be for nothing more than personal satisfaction. But, what if what we wanted to know led to something that we may have never expected?
The sun was warm and the grass was cool on his back. He had the fishing line looped around his finger in case something nibbled but he was secretly hoping that the fish were out to lunch for he was content in a half-slumber on the bank of the creek. It felt good to get some rest for he hadn't been sleeping all too well due to his dreams, conflicted dreams. His belly grumbled and he decided it was time for a sandwich. He opened his eyes and slowly allowed them to get accustomed to the bright light. He looked to his side and he saw Girl just laying there content. He put his hand on her side and she just laid there, accustomed to his touch. He reached over and opened the lunch bag, with this, Girl was up and looking at him and glancing at the bag and back to him.
Rory found it humourous in that she was fully intent on the bag but at the same time, glancing at him as if to say, "any for me?"
"Okay Girl, let's see what Mom made for us". As he reached in, he taunted her by rustling the bag. She was getting impatient and made a guttural cry of attention. Rory chuckled and stopped rustling the bag and looked into her eyes.
"Is that what you love about me? What I can feed you?" Girl pawed at his leg and glanced at him and looked at the bag.
Rory pulled out a sandwich and opened the wax paper wrapper. "Let's see now," and he slowly taunted her as she began to drool. "Okay, here you go", as he pulled a piece from the sandwich and gave it to her saying, "nice, take it nice" and Girl ever so slowly took the piece from his hand and after it was in her mouth, it was gone and she was looking for more.
"Geez Girl, did you even taste it?" With that, she was staring at the sandwich and making her begging noises.
Rory broke the remainder of the sandwich in half and set one half down for her and she enthusiastically devoured it. Rory took a bite out of his half as he watched her.
"I wonder what goes on in your mind, Girl. I wonder how you interpret in your mind, being on the dam one minute with me as a kid and then in the next, I am picking you up and taking you with me as a grown man. How were you able to handle there being two of me on the dam at the same time?" he paused, "I wish you could talk."
All Girl did was to stare at him as he finished his sandwich. He reached in the bag and took out another one and promptly broke it in half and gave Girl the other half. She took it and slowly ate her share.
Rory looked down stream toward the dam. This was the first time he was here since he brought Girl back. He thought about how it was only a couple months ago but as he looked around he saw some of the small trees were much larger. The dam sustained some damage from Hurricane Agnes in ‘72. Reference he thought. In the span of just a few months, his memory saw the dam as it was as a kid and now as an adult, twenty years later. Time he thought, it was only relevant to the observer, how he perceived the passage would never be the same. What were young saplings were now mature trees bearing fruit.
He thought about his Uncle and his Grandfather. They kept the secret very well. How many times he rode on the tractor with his Granpa, how many times he would talk with him and the times he told that story. He remembered hearing it for the first time sitting on the steps of the springhouse. Eventually, he heard it so many times he would roll his eyes when he would mention it. He remembered when he got his first motorcycle at 12 and how his Mom was terrified of him riding it and the chances he would take and there was Granpa telling her "The boy will be alright". He paused in his thoughts. How many times did he hear Granpa just mention to his Mom that she was just being over protective and he would live to see tomorrow.
He knew. Granpa knew I would be alright. He knew that someday, I would come back to 1938 with my dog and save him from under the tractor. He was confident. He didn't understand but he knew it would happen for he was there and it was his past and my future. Granpa didn't understand the physics but he understood the universe in a manner different than science.
He strolled along the macadam road that paralleled the dam race as he and Girl made their way back to the farm. He took the time to remember, as a boy, the spots where he heard the noise and Girl reacted but he was unsure. The trees have changed, the bushes grew and even erosion and deterioration of the road added to the confusion.
As he rounded the curve he saw Buck headed in his direction carrying a large thermos. As he noticed him, he waved and Rory waved back. As they approached each other, Uncle Buck cried out, "Thirsty?" and with that Rory just nodded his head. Buck replied, "Wasn't talkin' to you, I was talking to Girl" as she ran to greet him.
Rory caught up to where Girl ran ahead to greet Buck and they both turned and started walking back together and eventually came to the covered bridge. The bridge was built in 1869 and still had the seats at either end to shelter weary travelers during a rain storm.
Rory sat down and Girl jumped up next to him. Buck unscrewed the thermos and poured a cup of Rory's Moms iced tea.
"Want some of this?" and Rory replied, "sure", Buck handed him the cup and poured another cup for himself. He leaned over and let Girl lap up some out of his cup. Rory couldn't help but say, "never saw you do that before".
"Why not? She is almost as old as I am, we old coots have to stay together". Rory corrected him, "more like old dogs". All Buck could say was, "Why not. I'm getting old. I was 21 the day you came to the field and now I am 61. It went fast, too fast. When I was that age, I thought I was immortal and now, I am seeing my mortality."
"Uncle Buck, you have a good many years ahead of you. Your healthy as a horse."
"Is that what you think?". Rory responded with, "shouldn't I?"
There was a long pause and Buck pulled a swig from the cup. He looked at Girl and commented, "you know, you have the oldest dog by calendar years. What would she be?"
Rory pondered for a moment over his Uncle's deflection of his question, "Well, I got her in June of '58 and the dam incident was in '61, so by my reckoning and not being too goodly in math" as he glanced at his Uncle with a smirk and a wink of his eye, "I suppose that would make her about 23."
"So, a dog that is 23 years old with the body of a 3 year old," he paused for a moment, "to be so lucky."
"Okay Unc, what's on your mind? I can tell when you got something to say but just don't know how to say it, so, tell me."
Buck turned to his nephew and looked him in the eye and simply said, "I'm dying." Rory looked deep into his Uncle's eyes and could see them getting moist. Rory turned away and stared into his cup.
After a moment of silence, Rory still staring into his cup replied, "How?"
Buck turned away and looked up inside the bridge and around and said in a word, "cancer".
"What does the Doctor say?"
"About six months or so, think they had a machine like yours they look into to make such a prediction." After a pause, Buck asked Rory, "I have a favor to ask of you."
"Anything Uncle Buck, name it."
"I am going to suppose that the machine in your shop can go forward as well as it does backward."
"Yes, J and I have experimented and have been able to jump ahead several months and come back. There doesn't seem to be any paradox issues that have affected us, however, there is always the possibility that we could rewrite time and the future we went to will never exist which would then be a problem for them, I suppose, but I don't really know."
They both sat there, casually drinking their tea with Buck occasionally offering some to Girl as he sat next to her with his arm around her. After a few moments of silence, Buck finally spoke.
"I have been working on a project. It is so Top Secret I doubt the President even knows about it. Well, anyway, I want to know if it ever gets done. I want to know, I want to see it."
They sat there and all Rory could do was nod his head and Buck smiled. Buck reached up and petted Girl on the head, "well Girl, looks like you won't be the only one who will travel in time who ends up being older than they are." She looked at him and wagged her tail.
"Come on Unc, we have some work to do." With that, Rory finished his cup and stood up, "come on Girl" and the trio walked through the bridge and toward the farm.
The following morning, Rory was in the shop working on the dynamics of this new project as J walked in.
"How's it going V?"
"Not too bad. We've got a mission. A mercy mission to run on."
With a questioning look, J said, "What's up?"
Rory put his slide rule down and looked at J and directly told him, "Uncle Buck is sick. In fact, he has cancer." With that, J collapsed on the stool.
Rory continued, "He has been working on a project that is extremely top secret. He wants to know if it ever gets completed."
"But V, that means jumping ahead and we just haven't finished all that is involved with that. The power requirements are totally different than going back. You know that. You know the results of our tests. What did you tell him?"
"I told him we would do it."
J left out an exhale that showed his discomfort but as he did so, he nodded his head and replied, "if it was anyone else, I would say no, too chancy."
After a moment, J continued, "Well, let's get to work".
Over the next several weeks, the boys worked long hours. They came to the conclusion after numerous forward jumps of various temporal lengths that they would need to increase their input one and a half times to jump 15 years in the forward direction than it did to go back the 40 years to the field where Rory saved his Granpa. To jump 30 years forward, would be at minimum, 4 times the power they required to make the few jumps completed into the past.
"Cripes V, we are going to have to get larger generators not to mention the Tractors to power them. Where are we going to get the funds?"
"I don't know J but I would bet a dollar to a donut that Buck will have an idea." With that, Rory left the shop and headed over to the farmhouse to make a phone call to his Uncle.
After a few minutes, Rory walked back from the farmhouse and entered the shop.
"Well?" asked J.
"He said he would come by after work and he was going to try to leave early".
Rory heard the Chevy Monte Carlo pull into the driveway and come up next to the shop. After a moment, the door opened and in stepped Buck. Girl got up out of her bed and greeted him and he reached into his pocket and gave her a piece of rawhide to chew on which she took very graciously and went to her spot.
"What's up boys?"
"Got a problem Unc, we are going to need a good deal of power to jump ahead 30 years, in fact, about four times our current capacity to generate it. That means three more 100KW generators and three more tractors to turn them. And then, we are going to have to build another bank set. The portal rings have to be reengineered to handle the additional power. Hell Unc, I don't even know if the Stainless Alloy of the ring is going to be compatible to the increased field but what I know is that it should be able to handle a 30 year jump. Any more than that I just can't predict it"
Silence hung over the shop. Buck looked around at the equipment. He strolled over to the portal and ran his hand on it. He glanced over to the bank and he remembered how it shimmered when Rory was jumping back to 1938. He then turned abruptly and headed to the door, as he passed the boys they heard him say, "You'll have what you need in a week." and the shop door slammed shut.
Rory was awakened by the noise of something large pulling into the farm. Girl was already up and staring out the window as he rushed over to see what the commotion was. As he looked out the window, he saw a semi with a low flat trailer and sitting on it were three generators identical to the one outside of the shop.
He pulled himself together quickly and was down the steps and out the door admonishing Girl to stay in as she jumped on the door to watch.
As he approached the truck, the passenger who was in the truck and dressed in a military uniform approached Rory and asked, "Where do you want these generators?"
"Let me get the loader and we can lift them off right where you are" replied Rory.
In about an hour, Rory had the three generators sitting by the shop and the truck was leaving the farm. He walked back into the house and his Mom asked if he wanted any breakfast and he acknowledged her that he did.
He went upstairs and finished brushing his teeth and came back down. His Mom was just putting his food on the table as he sat down.
"So, is this some more equipment your Uncle is giving you?". Rory answered between mouthfuls and confirmed her question.
"Now what does he want you to do?"
"Just to increase our experiments in the other direction." As his Mom was cleaning up the morning dishes she inquired, "Let's see, you have a time machine in your shop, what direction could that be?"
"No Mom, I'm sorry, I mean he wants us to experiment in going forward in time, a different direction."
"Why? Did he tell you?"
"No Mom," Rory hesitated, he didn't want to lie to his Mom, "well, yes he did, but it involves a top secret job he is doing."
"What does he want you to do?
"Just to go forward to find out some information."
"Information? What kind of information?"
"Oh, just how something works out that he is doing now."
Rory's Mom turned from the kitchen sink and sat down at the table. "I've noticed your Uncle has been acting," and she paused looking for the proper words, "different lately. It is not that I suspect him of anything but he is not himself. He wouldn't want you to go forward to find and learn something new so he can solve a problem at work, would he?"
"No Mom, you know that isn't how he is, he just wants to know when a certain project gets done. He is over 60 years old you know and one never knows how much time they have."
"Well I am only 53, so what are you saying? Everyone gets a wish from your time machine. Do I get a turn?"
"Oh Mom, I am not saying anything. The project will take many years and he just wants to know if it gets done. No details, just if it will ever get done. And if you want a wish Mom, just ask."
She continued, "Since when did Buck ever worry about anything? Your Uncle is totally different than your Dad. Too Bad he got divorced so many years ago. He needs a good woman in his life."
"What about that girl he talks about at work?"
"You mean Betty?", and Rory gave an affirmative sound between chews of his food.
His Mom began to laugh out loud at which Rory looked at her. "You mean you don't know?" and he nodded his head no. "Betty started there as an intern from Drexell, she is about 35 years younger than him, they are just friends."
"I never knew that, I always thought that the way he talked about her, well, there was something there."
"Well he is old enough to be her Father so I don't think that will go anywhere but I would bet you that he wishes it wasn't so."
Rory finished his breakfast and as always, slipped a piece of bacon to Girl as he got up to go out the door, as he went through, he heard his Mom, "I saw that Rory, she doesn't need bacon" and the porch door closed.
When J arrived, the two got to work setting up the generators on wooden blocks and ran the output wires from the generators into the shop.
"Well, now all we need is something to run the generators, like three diesel engines, or tractors of sufficient horsepower. Does your Uncle have any connections at John Deere?"
Rory cast a glance at him with a frown and then replied, "It wouldn't surprise me in the least".
The boys busied themselves in the final assembly of the rack to hold the second bank set. They had all the wires ran and all they needed were the large capacitors to arrive.
When they were done, they moved on to the portal. They wrapped the new coils in place as opposed to disassembling the ring to slide them over. Both of them figured they could wind the coils faster in place than go through the dis-assembly and reassembly process of the portal.
The following day, another semi pulled up and unloaded two pallets with the new capacitors for the bank. By the end of the following day, the bank was done and assembled. In another two days, the portal was done and wired into the bank.
On the same day the capacitors arrived, the waveform generators came along with the amplifiers to excite the second output bank. The waveform generators produced a complex composite waveform that was the heart of the machine. This waveform and the subsequent harmonics, set the destination by creating a standing wave in the center of the ring. The electrostatic field was the excitation that enabled the ring to essentially allow the parting of the fabric of time. It also established a set reference so that both banks would be in precise phase with each other and the output not only drove the portal but also triggered inverters to cancel any hysteresis in the Stainless ring of the portal thus giving a pure signal that gave stability to the tunnel created from one point in time to another point in time.
It was almost the weekend and Rory knew Buck would be coming to see how things were going. He hoped his Uncle would be pleased.
Saturday came and Buck showed up in the early afternoon. He came into the shop to look around and greet the boys.
"Hi Unc" and J greeted him as well.
"So tell me Buck, " asked J, "Got any connections with John Deere to bring us three tractors to feed those hungry generators?". Buck looked at J with a broad grin and said, "Yep, your gonna have three 4030's delivered here on Monday. I rented them, I don't have a connection with John Deere but I have one with Continental Bank."
J just shook his head and asked, "Why Buck, why are you going to all of this expense, this has got to have set you back. What is so important about this project?"
Buck looked at the two of them and then looked around the room. Finally, he looked back at the boys and said, "What I am about to tell you, is not to be repeated to anyone, in any manner. I am violating the Secrets Act by telling you this."
The boys both nodded in agreement.
"We have been working on a project that will enable a ship to achieve faster than light travel."
"WHAT?" cried the boys in unison.
"Yep, and I have the two of you to thank for that." Rory and J looked at each other and looked back at Buck and they both said, "How?"
"Well, the initial concept where you theorized in creating a field to open a portal easily was modified to create a warp field outside of what we consider to be our dimension. It may not be the key to time travel but it certainly was key to creating a stasis bubble. When Rory came up with the idea back in High School and then the two of you worked it out in your freshmen year, well, that is when I realized that it could create a stasis field and that field could be put around a ship that would displace it in real space. Remember all those papers I would make you write? Well, you abandoned what you were doing and went in a different direction, I merely put it to use, a use you didn't realize, after you abandoned it."
"Does that mean you stole our ideas?" said J in a humorous manner but Buck, taking it seriously, immediately replied, "No. I saw something that you didn't see. You two were going in a direction I didn't even know the compass point to go toward but I did see where your initial concept could be utilized. Remember, I knew you were going to build a time machine, I saw the result in '38, I just didn't know when. What you have here, in this shop, is divergent from what you originally worked on 12 years ago. I didn't buy your "energy device" for one moment but what was I to tell you? It was a good cover but you were headed down a path so different that I couldn't figure out where the two of you were going but I knew you would get there. I see it now, in a way but not then. I always knew the result and now you did it, it's done. They are two entirely different concepts"
"Okay, so let me get this straight, your building a warp drive, like in Star Trek, do I have that correct?"
"Well I have no idea if it is the same thing or not but I can tell you that the ship falls out of this dimension in a bubble and that bubble requires about 1 percent the energy required to propel the same craft with reference to this dimension. The laws of action reaction appear to be different. Does it violate Einsteinian physics? No, for it appears from what we know that it doesn't apply in the stasis bubble when in relation to our dimension. Inside the bubble, you throw a ball, you throw a ball just as you would here, right now."
The boys just looked at him in disbelief, to an extent. "How far is it along?" asked J.
"Well, preliminary tests were done on the last Apollo flight. The results proved the theory, the test craft arrived back on an island in the Pacific less than two seconds after it departed the moon and that is FTL in my book as far as I am concerned. The energy source is solved, it pulls energy from another stasis field setup within a stasis field, which we call the Oort generator named after Jan Oort. The problem we are having is building a ship. The shuttle program won't have the first shuttle ready until '81. I won't make it that long."
"`How far do you want to jump into the future?" asked J.
"How far can we?" replied Buck.
"As far as I can tell, and J agrees with me, is maybe about 60 years but it will need a lot of power. We know we can do 30 with some additional hardware but we will have to do some re-engineering to do 60 to the equipment we have here. Also, I prefer us to make short jumps and not push to the limits on the first try." replied Rory.
Buck said, "Well, this doesn't leave here. I am not worried about myself as much as I am worried what they will do to you two if it gets out. I am making arrangements with someone I trust with my life and your life as well. They will be our contact in the future, I have it figured out. I just need to know the date, time and place we will jump to."
"We?" asked Rory.
"yes, we. I need to know first hand." Rory looked at his Uncle and all he could say was, "Sure Unc."
J spoke up, "I have one question". Buck replied, "Okay, shoot."
"Who the hell is Jan Oort?"
"He was an astronomer who first proposed dark matter."
All J could muster was , "oh, whatever that is."
Several days passed and the boys not only had the heavy work done, they were fine tuning the equipment for their first test, only one problem, the tractors hadn't arrived yet.
"J, what do you say we go down to the dam and throw a line in?"
"I really don't like fishing, you know that but if you want company other than Girl, I'll tag along, that is, if it is okay with her." and J looked down at Girl sitting in her bed in the shop and her ears pricked up.
The boys shut everything down and headed out the door. Rory ran over to the farmhouse to tell his Mom where he and J would be in the event the world fell apart and she just waved him out.
As the two walked, Girl stayed between them and she pranced as if she were the important one in the group.
"V, you never told me exactly where all the things happened when you were a kid."
"Doesn't matter, does it? I mean, it is the same but it isn't when I look around. I went fishing a few weeks back with Girl at the dam. I was right below where the portal opened that knocked her and I back. As I sat there, I saw the dam with the damage from the hurricane, I saw the trees that grew larger and I saw new trees growing that were not there before."
There was a pause and Rory continued,"You know, to see the dam now and I remember it just several weeks ago when I got Girl off of it, it looks so different, no, I mean," Rory paused looking for the right words, "it's difficult to explain, I saw in the matter of a short span of time, the change that occurred in nature, the change in time."
Another pause, J decided to just let his friend talk, "I don't know what I mean. Ever wonder what goes through Girls mind? She knew me as a kid and then all of a sudden, I am a man, picking her up off the dam and taking her into the future. How in holy hell does she deal with it? I mean, I am beginning to wonder if her mind, her brain, is better suited to time travel than ours? Remember your headache? Wanna bet that if Girl and I went back in time and changed something, she wouldn't have the headache but I would?"
J sat on the bank and was tossing pebbles into the water and every now and then he found a flat rock to skip across the water.
"Are you even listening to me J?"
"yep, sure am, I am just letting you get it all out, whatever has been inside you for these past few months. I suppose you have some guilt for hurting Girl but then you did take care of her and then of course, you take her with you to save Gramps and she gets hurt again, yep, I think there might be a bit of guilt there. But remember, where do you think she wants to be? Do you think she blames you for getting hurt? If she does then why is it that she literally wants to be with you? No, my old friend, she loves you, as much as you love her. Remember that time she bit you as a kid that you told me? Do you hate her?"
"Of course not," replied Rory, "it was really an accident, her ear was infected and I bumped it and she snapped. Hell, she cowered after it happened."
J continued, "But you petted her and told her it was okay, or so you said." There was a pause as J left what he said sink in, "Look, get rid of the guilt, she did, you think too much. That dog would no sooner leave you than you would leave her. Look at what the two of us did to find out what went wrong 20 years ago. All she knows is that you, my friend, came and took her to the vet and made her well. Maybe that is what it is all about in time travel, she doesn't think, she accepts it for what it is and moves on, you, well, you think too much."
Rory looked at J and didn't say a word. J skipped another stone across the water. "See how the stone skips? Maybe that is how she deals with the travelling in time, it is just a skip but in the end, she is still the stone, just in another place and she accepts that is where she is at." He looked at his friend, "and you V, need to accept where you're at."
J continued, "And remember this, if it wasn't for your Uncle, we wouldn't have been able to do it. He is the one who got all the grants for us. He was the driving force in the background that funnelled all we needed at just the right time. If he wants to go forward to see what his work or how his work turns out, I would storm the gates of hell for that man, and so would you and you know it. And one more thing, when you went back to save Granpa, you didn't change anything since you already did so according to Buck. No headache."
Rory turned and looked at J and all he could muster was, "let's go back".
The boys were approaching the farm and they saw the flatbed semi with three tractors loaded upon it. As they got there, the driver had two off and was getting ready to drive the third one off.
"Are you Rory?", hollered the driver and Rory replied, "Yep". The driver continued, "You must be planin' on doin' a good deal of work."
Rory looked at J and smiled, "yeah, you could say that."
The driver got up on the last tractor and drove it off the trailer and parked it next to the other two. When he was done, he came over and handed Rory a bunch of papers and told him to sign them and that the rental was based upon hours used and wanted to know if he wished to verify the hours on the hour meter of the tractors. Rory went and checked out each one and came back to the driver who was putting his chains and binders away.
"Here you go, all signed."
"Okay, thanks, guess I will be seeing you when I come back for them", and Rory watched as the driver got into the truck and drove away.
The last piece of the puzzle was here, they could do their first test tomorrow.