The Random Q. or thought

[Hut Master]

Dear Karen,


Try this:

• I am sorry!
• I Love you!
• I forgive you!

Repeat as necessary!

[KarenAnn23]

Hut Master,

There couldn't be a better Mantra !


Karen

[KarenAnn23]

Hi all,

Just wanted to give you an update...I'm feeling a little better, enough so I actually did some things at home...like a thorough "Rat" cleaning..she didn't like it but I found gross food stashes everywhere, even,.. if you can imagine (remember rats have to chow or their teeth get to big)..so I left her a ..like pringles can but plastic..and a pillow that she is allowed to chew up ( I train my rats !) the end of the can was stufted with pillow fluff and I almost didn't check..she even hid food inside the can ...hehehe

Anyway, I just tell you this because I'm starting to find more energy and interest..want so badly to come on and read everything !!! I think about you all constintly..I talked to the Shrink (Kelly,from now on) and this week she reiterated that she told me theapy (sp) was going to get harder to do..But, she thinks were moving to fast...so this week we didn't talk so much about me but other things, and yes I think that and a few other things are helping.

Mid April , I'll be going threw a complete phyical, in case something is wrong there..although my Reg. Dr. thinks a lot of my disintrest and such have to do with theapy..Anywho..Dr. Carol is going to do every test in the book..One, just for an update and 2 to see if we missed anything..that encludes a physical therapist to see just how happered I am..

One step at a time, but I'm a stuburn Hungarian and will do what it takes to get better..I just want results NOW ! no such luck..Any one reading this, I have to say..when you start to feal bad Please see your Dr. soon..don't wait like I did..Prevent as many problems as you can as quick as you are able !

My very best Karen

[Linda Brown]

Such good advice Karen.

I was thinking about you just moments before you posted.... thinking how brave you were for even TRYING to get the math involved in all of this. I could not do it. My mind goes blank when presented with numbers. Quite honestly.

Give me a concept ( other than math) and I joyously am like your little rat. I stash things EVERYWHERE! I may forget where I put things but I love stashed knowledge.

So thanks for even attempting to talk math.

New chapters up on Roses blog.... follow the HONK signs to the " Good-Bye Man and please tell me what you think. Linda

[Linda Brown]

Her Chapter Six has been up..... and Chapter Seven is working its way to the surface... coming soon. Of course her site is sort of hidden away in plain sight.

Amazing what you see when you look. Linda

[PeeTee]

Karen
I'm happy to hear about you and your progress with Kelly. Please mention to her that we understand, appreciate, and thank her for helping you through the difficult times. We are very lucky that you have decided to be in our little gang here and your continued reasonning and questions about all this helps us all, so please continue to express yourself "Girl".

(you are in good company)
Remember the woman

Peetee le Trickfox

[KarenAnn23]

To all of you

I can't express how much those message mean to me... I'm going to get better quicker rather than later..I have already have more energy..unfortunintly, being unable to do things, I have to help my Mom with the holidays and the junk..Once summer hits and we can start selling off all of my step-fathers stuff..(don't think us bad, we are all mainstreaming our own stuff as well , as much as we can we're giving away..Like close and nessities, the other stuff we are trying to sell, hence the summer..I think we might just leave a tent in the yard for a sale and some other ways.financily $ wise we need it, but also to lighten the load of stuff we have..

I was wondering what Honk...ment hehehe should have known better...soon folks/// keep sending good energy to me ///I CAN FEEL IT..

I'll have more understanding also, I believe..don't know why I'm saying it just feel it..

Soon Karen

[Linda Brown]

Simplifying things around you is a pretty good plan Karen. My husband and I are doing that too. Though we love our little home its amazing how cluttered it can get with stuff that we really don't need, I have started saying ... would this fit into our lifestyle if we were in a motorcoach and going across the country? If the answer is NO to that item .... then why am I dealing with it now in this little house! All that great stuff makes great yard sale material. If you liked that.... whatever.... someone will like it too and take care of it .... so .... sell it.!... jump for joy !... put the money safely in your pocket or the bank and go on to the next thing. The old KISS theory ( Keep it Simple Stupid) a saying I use on myself all of the time around here.

And the thing is..... regarding clothes.... less is a whole lot more. I have things Karen that are probably as old as you are yet they are such good stuff I hesitate to get rid of .... yet.... I doubt seriously that I am ever going to wear any of it. My life style right now is tee shirts and jeans! Later then! Linda

[PeeTee]

Karen

Are you there girl?

I just recieved a very big nudge from your "life force" somehow! I don't quite understand what happened but all of a sudden I was reading private PMs that you had been sending me in the past. I never errased them and yesterday they just suddenly "popped-up" while I was reading other messages.

Raymond

[KarenAnn23]

TrickFox,

I've been thinking a lot about you..that may explain it...lets get busy..heading downstairs..

Cosmic Ha Ha...I wonder 3 days ago?

Kaen