Maybe there's one there to help you keep "connected".
Thank you for these links, what a gold mine of good stuff. Let me say I understand your perspective, my experiences have in the past scared me quite enough. When I began the meditating with the tones with the intent to get really deep, I missed out on all the hard learned lessons and went straight to the astral, or least was on my way there a couple of times before I chickened out and jerked myself out of it.
There was some really cool aspects to it though. I recall attaining a very significant "high" with out the use of any supplements, I had no cannabis at the time. This "high" was attained when I finally understood the correct way to breath, while meditating to the tones. It was like everything just clicked on and boom, driving to work was like being on the greatest roller coaster. I was so thrilled with the feeling, I was telling my boss who was certainly leery of my claim. It would have been hard to deny my energy however, it lasted six or seven hours, gradually waning.
I also had insane amounts of energy, like I said before, I could get two hours of sleep and be able to go all day. Pplus I did not need to eat nearly as much. It is just so different from normal life, what is one capable of tapping into these energies, being able to leave your body, control ones dreams? Is this the stuff that makes up ascended masters?
Is this not what we are all after, to one degree or another? If we ascend, does not everything else become meaningless? This is what scares me to be alone, to have no one experience this journey with. It is sometimes terribly difficult to find balance when you are exploring on your own, the different states of reality can unhinge a man.
I understand, I am struggling with it myself and am betting others here are as well.
